i love him and i know it. keeping these words inside are eating me alive. it’s about to bubble out here soon. but i think it will come out wrong. what i will say is everything but what needs to be said. i will say that i am scared and that this is too good to be true. and it’s the truth, i feel a bit like a bird on a branch that is about to break and i might crash to the ground or i might use my wings. i am scared… scared that i will scare him. scared that we aren’t on the same page that i am falling faster. scared that we won’t get to the same page. i am not even sure that i need him to reciprocate. i just want it known. i don’t want to say it all the time. i don’t want to wear it out. i want the words to hold their value. i want it known that i know what i am saying and what i am feeling. but i think if you love someone you should tell them. so for now i will just be love. radiate love.